I see nothing but a blur of an image… but Lord what do you see? I want to see what you see.

if there was one factor in my life that I would not mind it being removed completely, it would be… would I live my live righteous and holy then?
Dear Daddy (up there),
I’m sorry, but sometimes it gets too tough, and I neglect your teachings and gifts. I know that I am being selfish and ignorant, but sometimes I just can’t help but think “what if.” (And then ironically I realize why everything is done your way… ) I am your troubled child in need of your love and nurture. Thank you for allowing me the opportunities to humble myself, to seek you and to grow our relationship together. But please do help me out and take my troubles away or least make them a bit less troubling… but then again would it be any less of a blessing then? Life is so bittersweet. I know that you only want the best for me. Thank you for always listening, though I should be listening to you more.
I love you, your precious daughter.